Sunday, November 04, 2007

bahh.
i slept and i woke up to do my work.
and till now cannot sleep ler.
i just saw an advertisement on tv which really makes me scared of marriage.
tab tv says :
adultery in women is becoming very common.
1 out of 3 women have admitted to committing extra marital sexual adultery with other men.
the rate of women cheating on their husbands is much higher than that of a man cheating.
ahhh.
its unsettling.
it just makes me wanna stay single.
not because the draw of being single is woooweeeee.
but hrmmm.
these alarming figures makes me scared .
scared of being hurt.
scared of being cheated on.
having dreadful sights of seeing ur gf/wife kissing/makingoutwith some other guy.
it just totally turns me off and makes me even more determined to stay single.
i used to have thoughts of how wonderful it wud be to start your little family with someone u love so much.
starting ur own family.
moving into a new house.
choosing ur own furniture.
carrying ur kiddos around.
teaching them things like how my daddy taught me.
farting in their faces while they burp at u.
my mum telling my kiddos stories about how i lost so many hps.
how much a crybaby i was.
them teasing me.
me tickling them all over.
i used to think tts something that makes a person's life complete.
a complete family.
:)
but somehow i feel otherwise now.
i dont like being exposed to such figures.
its irritating and makes me think of unhappy stuffs.
sorry mummy.
i suddenly dont feel like getting married that much as of now.
ill adopt a grandson for u if u really want a grandkiddo.
some stuffs need time to change.
need time to rectify.
and i really hope time can really make wonders.
:)
good night world.
posted by deschutz. on 11/04/2007 03:37:00 AM