Sunday, June 10, 2007

zhangyiyang says hello to the fucked up world of friendship.
even after what happened the last time.
you still told me before i kupped the phone on you.
"no matter what happens. i still treat u as my friend"
fuck off please.
and to think i once thought pretty highly of you.
picking on ur friend's girl.
shame on you . you fucking bastard.
yes indeed. i did try to accept you back as a friend.
thinking uve learnt ur fucking lesson.
yes i did try to put in faith and trust in her.
thats why i didnt quite say a word when u went out with her.
thats why i didnt object her from going out with you.
now look whats happening again.
i seriously cannot help but condone your doings.
friends arent that friendly anymore.
u are never gonna be a friend to me.
say hello to the fucking world of friendship everyone.
your best friend might just be sleeping around with your girl right here right now.

blame it on myself for being so naive.
blame it on myself for putting so much trust in people.
blame it on myself for not recognising whos good whos bad.
blame it on myself for being the fool .

oh. btw. i checked my birthdate against some tarot cards and i turned out to be the fucking fool.

now i feel so stupid.
whats the point of working so hard.
whats the point of making plans for birthdays, trying to make that the most unforgettable birthday.
whats the point of keeping so much faith in you.

i seriously feel so dumb knowing what happened.

i have never loved someone so much all my life.
i have never hated someone so much all my life.
i have never felt so stupid all my life.
i have never felt so betrayed a friend.

zhangyiyang says fuck off to fucked up friends :)
posted by deschutz. on 6/10/2007 02:57:00 AM