Monday, February 05, 2007

yes.
its early monday morning and i just got back hall.
one and a half hours before sch starts for the week.
yesyesyes.
i realise a trend in my blogging habits.
i hardly blog during the sch term.
ahaha.
most of the time during hols.
or during exam period.
or when i quarrel with shir.
ahahah.
tt's me lah.
well anyway.
just to vent out some frustrations.
i'm.
irritated.
sianded.
annoyed.
maybe time to self reflect.
my parents dont event control my weight.
my height.
what i eat.
what i wear.
how i look.
tell me that i look like a koala bear (i dunno what that meant)
and its time to shed some kilos.
you aint related to me.
what gives u the right to criticize me and tell me what to do.
being older and having completed marathons/biathlons/triathlons/whateverfuckathlons
doesnt make u wiser and gives you the right to criticize someone.
its fine if my mum tells me that im gaining weight and should start watching my diet.
but u dun have a pussy and you aint my mum.
why don't you mind ur own business and take care of your family first.
when somebody comes your house.
ure a host and tt somebody becomes a guest.
well.
if you have eq.
yes.
if you have it.
its basic courtesy to host a guest well.
and not chasing him away by trying to shut the doors.
tt's really rude if you realised.
if you wonder i will step into your house again.
im seriously thinking twice before getting off the car and stepping into your living room.
oh that makes me think of an incident some time back.

"

how did you do for ur exams?
not very well.some modules din do well as expected.
maybe you've been spending too much time here. that's why.

"

kinda irritated to think of this incident actually.
oo.
this sentence just flew across my mind.
" you have already shown a dislike for me. why should i let you still see and insult me behind my back? "
just a silly monday post to vent my frustrations.
well.
maybe its time to reflect.
i dont wear a tux to ur house and i know that.
maybe sometimes i do dress sloppishly.
but at least i don't walk around half naked when an outsider's around at home.
thats up to me to reflect about it.
and not you to judge and tell me what to do.
like what i said.
u don't have my father's dick and my mum's pussy.
so shut up and maybe you should consider handling your family matters first.
ur family likes me.
ur maid likes me.
even ur dog likes me.
maybe its just a man's instict to behave like this.
like a threat taking ur loved ones away from you?
i dunno.
just hypothesizing.
i don't remember offending you at all.
and i believe i didn't do anything to deserve all these.
well.
screw it.
its time to prepare for school.
and i love you loads shir. :)
i wont give up something so precious that easily. :)
posted by deschutz. on 2/05/2007 07:29:00 AM